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I turn the news on when I smell death in the air


I prove you wrong, I made it out of here


I don't belong, I see my past everywhere


Don't stand too close to me, eternal PTSD


I got a war zone inside of my head


I made it on my own, they said 


I'd be in jail or dead


I've seen my brothers fall, over and over again…



But the days seem long as life gets shorter


We know sex, drugs, money


All in that order


Ain't no structure, no peace, 


We've lost our order


Leaving me with anxiety


Fucking up my sobriety…



I turn the news on when I smell death in the air


I prove you wrong, I made it out of here


I don't belong, I see my past everywhere


Don't stand too close to me, eternal PTSD


I got a war zone inside of my head


I made it on my own, they said I'd be in jail or dead


I've seen my brothers fall, over and over again


Don't stand too close to me


I GOT PTSD.

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