Zabi - August

 

Whoever thought a bull from from a city full of rattlesnakes

Was ever gon’ make it out the grass patch…

I turned heel, had me looking for a better deal

A better future, who wouldn’t fucking ask that?

Coming home from school, I had tears in my eyes

They was picking on me, my future, they let out bad laughs 

Now, I have enough love to give away

It’s better days, I refuse to have flashbacks…

Nobody thought I knew what I was doing

Nobody believed, so nobody would walk me through it..

But nobody achieved what I achieved

If only somebody could have just seen what I seen..

Said they praying for me, don’t we all got needs?

’Til I walk in the room, and they all just freeze

And they all look relieved, like, ”Shit

If Reese made it, now, we all got cheese”

Nahhh

Homie, that ain't the way it work

Especially if you ain't even put in a day of work

Now, they going crazy ’cause I made it first

See, homie, I just made it work…

It’s a cold world, ask my old girl

She feel my pain, and I ain’t even tryin’ to make it hurt (damn)

And my dad proud of me

But he gotta see me blow up, to say it out loud for me

I was down on my ass, but who was really there wit me?

They see me on the news, and they in the crowd for me… 

Man, I still love my fans

The only thing that I ask is that they hold it down for me

I still rep the RPN, yeah

The support is unreal, it ain’t goin’ nowhere

But motherfuckers will say that you changed…

And, they the ones that wouldn’t last a day in this game

Don’t get me wrong, I ain’t saying I stayed the same

But I guarantee that I will never succumb to the fame

And, that’s some BULLSHIT 

And, y’all know that ain’t me

But I’d rather grow up than to stay eighteen

Life goes on and hopefully only great things

Traveling the world and seeing shit that I ain’t seen…

Then, one day, I look at my reflection

And realize how I been actin’ and how I been dressing

I realize I can make an impression

But good Lord, this is fuckin’ depressin’

And, good Lord, I got some fuckin' questions

I think it's time for some motherfucking confessions

*pause*

*BOOM*

Wake up call, wake up call

My answer to every question was "Fuck y'all"

Fuck the broad, years ago who tried to trap raw

My whole life flashed before me, rip my damn dawg

All I needs a jesus piece to fuck broads

I just need to find a seven with enough flaws

My last girl ain’t do healing like I wanted to

But that was God tryna ask me what I’m gonna do

He said ”I hate to put obstacles right in front of you. But you gotta learn to get out of what you’re goin’ through”

Hurdles got jumped, mountains got climbed

Til’ Kianna came and put a fuckin’ wall up in my mind….

Now I’m in the crib trippin’

complainin’ and bitchin’

The drugs go to hittin’, I’m up in here reminiscing

How many muthafuckers told me I was gonna fail?

’Cause I got a list of haters that can go to Hell..

They feel like I owe ’em something ’cause they know me well

Calling me a sellout cause I won’t come back and smoke a L..

The same people who told me I was a hit..

Walked away from me, when I knew I was legit

Now suicide lookin’ better than hittin’ the lick

‘Cause the whole time they knew that I was playing for a ship (offer)

But now I see ’em, and I can’t even take it

Cause he walk up to me and say:

“Boy, I knew you was gon’ make it”

And like, ”Motherfucker, do you not just recall?

I needed help, and you just had me sitting on my balls..

That just wasn't the right life

So I told em fuck off, and have a nice life

Now, I’m international onto big things

And, now they criticizing me for doing what’s right

FUCK YOU BITCHES

I did what I did

Now I’m getting to the bag, and focusing on my biz..

But now, maybe my life is too sweet

Like I woke up in a king bed, and went right back to sleep

Deep…

I was dreaming, y’all bitches was scheming

Like crabs up in the bucket, but y’all just got defeated

Now all these bitches, all just want my semen

The star collecting checks and ball up in the season

But ain't nobody give a fuck when ain't nobody give a fuck

Now, they got they hand out, asking me to give it up

And every time they ask me for something

They say, "Now, you know that I ain't never asked you for nothin'"

I got loss, I got loss

Drugs taking over my body, bitches got tossed

bitches after bitches, bottle after bottle

Drinking every kind of liquor, then that pride got swallowed 

I know I fucked up 'cause I'm a grown man

So now, I'm thinking like my old man

He said "You wanna make God laugh?

Then look up in the sky and try and come up with your own plan"

Now, I see my peoples just want me to remain in good health

But I won't have 'em if I keep disrespecting myself

They been through it, say they know what kills…

all i need is myself, to know i keep it real.

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